Friday, October 23, 2026

No routine, no anchor. Everything changed, and I’m just floating now

I'm not going to be ashamed to say I've spent all day curled up in bed under a blanket reading a book.
I finished it too.

Cowboy slept all day and Badger was working with her LEGO sets, so you know, why the heck not.

I don't really have any blueprints or guidebooks for this stage of my life.

Third-shift working husband who sleeps during the day, adult children, and living in just enough of a rural area that there isn't anything going on or places to go.

So, what am I supposed to do all day?

I used to have a more structured life.
I used to have more of a routine.

Now there's just endless hours spent trying to figure out what I'm supposed to do.

Some days I feel like someone has set me adrift in the middle of the ocean in a rowboat without oars.

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