Sunday, December 7, 2025

Anxiety is a thin stream of fear trickling through the mind

If I kept a pen and paper diary, today would feel like a waste of paper. 
Cowboy went to morning and evening church, and the rest of us never left the house. 
Badger stayed in her room most of the day, and I stayed in mine under blankets with a book.

The only real thing that happened was Cowboy putting up the Christmas decorations outside. 
He isn’t feeling very festive this year, so he kept it simple with three inflatables and some lights.
 Even so, he couldn’t let Christmas pass without putting something out. 
I don’t decorate inside.

I’m keeping it short today. 
Medical anxiety hangs over me like a storm cloud, and the seasonal depression has settled in until May. 
I’m heading back to bed.
 It’s the only place that feels like refuge right now.

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