Do you ever wake up, climb out of bed, and see the day stretching out before you exactly like the day before and the day before that and the day before that?
You go: nope, not doing this today, and just go back to bed.
Yeah, today was one of those days for me.I couldn't face yet another hot day watching Cowboy snore in his recliner after he came home from one church service or the other.
I couldn't face another hot day trying to find ways to entertain myself so I wouldn't be bored silly.
I couldn't face another hot day of sameness.
Every single freaking day around here is the same.
So you know what, I went in the bedroom, shut the door, and said, “Leave me to heck alone.”
I spent way too many hours after that chasing the Tudors on YouTube, real Tudor biographies.
Once I tired of that, I watched a horrible show on Apple with Jennifer Aniston and Reese Witherspoon, who, in my personal opinion, neither can act worth a hoot.
Hopefully I get over this mood.
Damnation.
Every single day is exactly the same around here.
And honestly, the last 35 years have been exactly the same.
I married a man whose idea of an exciting time is sitting outside watching the grass grow.
Unfortunately.
I wasn't made for living in a town that is unfriendly to anybody who doesn’t drive.
I was made to live in a walker‑friendly town, a place with things to do, like the town I grew up in.
After 31 years of living here I refuse to even call this place a town.
It’s never been a town, and it’s driving me up the wall!
Yep, I did say I was in a mood today.
I believe I can see the future
'Cause I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
Then again it might have been a dream...
Every day is exactly the same.
— Nine Inch Nails
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